Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Still Here...

Sorry that I haven't updated my blog in a while. I've been in a strange place lately and quite honestly, I really haven't felt like doing much of anything. I feel like it takes all I've got just to get through the day. Today marks 5 months since I gave birth to Andrew. I still can't believe we had to let our baby boy go.

I have my follow up appointment today with the fertility doctor regarding my premature ovary failure issue. We hope to find out what caused this to happen and what our next steps will be. I'm sure the question of whether we want to use donated eggs will come up but I'm pretty sure we will not be going that route. I think we've came to the conclusion that if God wants us to have another child, he will make it possible. Plus using someone eggs can be expensive and that's just not something we can afford right now. So we're pretty much putting this in God's hands now and hopefully he will lead the way and show us what we should do.

I wanted to make others aware that tomorrow is Pregnancy & Infant Loss Remembrance Day. If you can, please light a candle at 7pm for one hour in loving memories of our babies. You can click on the box below for more information.

2 comments:

Sarah said...

I honestly can't remember how I stumbled across your blog, but I'm so glad I did. We just lost our son in August and his name was Andrew as well - it's a great name, isn't it?? :-) I'll be praying for your appointment today. I can imagine your news was not easy to accept but I'm so glad you're putting it in God's hands. There's no one better who can handle it. Hang in there! Lots of love, Sarah

Holly said...

Just wanted to stop by and offer congratulations to you!!! :) Wishing, hoping, and praying for the best!